sexuality confusion

[Dollar hunter]

I found it very interesting but as long i can think that sexual things should be on ur choice.

[Sparrowhawk1161]

Since I was sexually assaulted by a homosexual male... I do get confused.  Since I like women, I tend to focus on that.  But, because of this personal experience I tend to shy away from other guys.  I watch them carefully, making sure they have no sexual interest in me.  I've been scarred for life, now.

But, aren't homosexual males people too?  Just because they have a certain orietation doesn't it mean that they can be respectful individuals like everone else?

My problem is this.  I can't trust them.  When I was teen long ago, I was never told this stuff and was ignorant. When I was in college I found a nice friend.  He was a college professor.  He was sensative like I was.  On a camping trip, he overpowered me in some wrestling manover and I was helpless under his adrenaline rush.  So, at the time, I thought best to allow him to have his way.  When he was done, I chewed him out, asking him why he did that terrible thing to me.  He said he would never do it again.  I stayed friendly with him.  Why?  I needed the grade point average!

NO ONE BELIEVED ME!  I told friends that I was assaulted by him.  They told me, "OH, It was your imagination!"  Do you know what it's like to be assaulted and NO ONE believed you?

So, this is my question?  Since I know those guys who have alternative sexuality are around...how can I trust them?  So I stay by myself.  I guess it's easier to talk to girls...