Samson, the sadist

[Samson]

Before I can tell you why I am here I need to back up a little bit and tell you something about me.

The quantifiable data:

I'm 28 years old
I'm male
My IQ has been scored at 175
I have a general degree with a minor in business management from a German school for the gifted.
I have a family history of high quantifiable intelligence and mental instability on my mothers side, and autism on my fathers side.
My MBTI is INFJ, for whatever that is worth
English is my second language.
According to a cognitive style analysis I process mostly through visual cues.

And I am a sexual sadist bordering on the severe, according to the definition put forward by Roy Hazelwood, which is why I am here.

Apearently getting data on sexual sadists isn't easy. Finding data on them online most certainly is not. And the aforementioned expert paints a very dark picture of my kin and myself. The great whites of predators, he calls us. But then, he and all the other websites I found concentrate on sexual sadist serial killers, not functional sexual sadists.

Here is my offer. I'm giving you the chance to ask a sexual sadist whatever you want to, and in return, by your questions, I will likely learn something myself.
 
(I am also not a narcissist. No, really)

[NataEames]

I'm a sexual sadist and masochist. I feel sadistic towards women and masochistic when it comes to men and very few women.

I don't see why the topic of narcissism and serial killers comes up, I consider sexual sadomasochism to be completely natural.