Hi everyone... I noticed a few things lately about myself. I will try to describe them as good, as I can:
I don't remember things sometimes (I remembered even small things before). Now, I sometimes don't even remember big things. Not accidental forget to do something, but a situation.
I can't think clearly. My mind is jumping around, shooting random things, instead of focusing on some thing. Like... I'm watching a movie, and I'm thinking about something else. The movie is interesting, it's good. I like it, but I'm thinking about something else.
This one is only for a few days: I wake up early, 2-3 hours earlier, sometimes I wake up even 4-6 hours earlier. This was today. I wake up not because I'm rested, but just wake up.
I dream some not nice dreams. I don't mean nightmares, but just not pleasant things, I'd rather not be dreaming about. I'm not worrier about the mystical side of them, just uncountious mind side.
I feel sleepy almost all the time. I can talk to a friend and open my mount big to cool my brains...
I'm lazy. I sometimes sit and look at the computer screen and don't know what to do. I got things I need to do, but I don't do them, because I'm too lazy to do them.
I'm sad. For no reason. Just sad.
I'm getting angry quicker. Today, my relative came in and mentioned a date, when the vocation is going to end, it's in a week, and I got so angry, when he went out, I started hitting a cabinet. I could control myself, I could keep the angryness and do nothing, but no one was there, and the cabinet is wooden, so I just hit it to let myself out. Then I was angry for the next half an hour. Usually, I'm very calm personality.
I think about bad things more often. Like I have no money for example. I always relate something in my mind, and get angry or sadder, etc..
I probably missed something, but anyway. What is wrong with me? Could you give any advices to fix those things? I'm a 19 year old male.
Thanks.
EDIT: Also I'm worried about things now... I mean... My mother went to her friend and she said, that she'll call in half an hour. She didn't. I'm sick worried about her, if something might've happened to her. Before - I just thought, that she is there, she is safe, she is good. No worries... Now I cannot not think about it...