Longing for love affair

[gone]

Yes I am pert and I am also a drag queen.
Thought I had de-ja-vous as the technique of reflecting back what one is accused of was used before.
This defence something else you have in common.
Mabye you two should get together, I eagerly await the creation of sigma eriksen.

[pert -5]

Yes I am pert and I am also a drag queen.

Now wait a minute!  That may be true, but it's only on the weekends.  I swear!

[sure]

There are Drag Queens among us ?

[Shoonya]

HOW CAN I GO ON WITH IT? HOW CAN I EVER BE HAPPY IN A FULLFILLED LOVE AFFAIR FOR LIFE?[/b]

You don't have to go on with it, but get out of it n move on ......Without a second thought...
bcoz the past will always try to hold u back n the habbit pattern will never let u free...
sTEP BY STEP CLEAN UP UR PAST BY making changes in the present n living in the moment...
all might sound too ideal n theorotical n emotion less.....
But i think we have to be so to sober up n come clean

As far as love is concern , don't ask for it from some one....
n if the urge is strong than there is one person u can ask for, N thats U n U alone
Learn to love ur self by accepting the past n living in the present without expecting of the future

Live It, Its U self

[sure]

Dear Shoonya,


there are others who sort of load their unhappyness in love-affairs up on me:

Girls with big, big daddies who committed suicide long ago, old men having being abused by Nazi offizers n their unconscious childhood, others who have fun with it cause their own mothers experienced the same, and women just loving therotically and ideally.


Yeah: The bible tells us so "Love yourself as you are loved." But by those people above you become sick besides! And allthough you yourself (may) have solved your own way of loving, -  THEY DO INTERFERE....!!!!

[sure]

I hope it's o.k. if I pick up after a while!

With all my friends I've been betrayed and corrupted.
Why ?
Cause my mother likes my father's brother - my uncle - more than my father.
Which he knows
He feels like a substitute
And I think my friends like other people more.