Multi-Dimensional Relationship Problem

[TheKhan]

I have lived in Turkey with Turkish origin up to now and about one year ago I came to Denmark for my PhD study. In Turkey I was really friendly and have girlfriends most of the time which I want to mean that I wasn't alone. But after I come to Denmark; after I while I become to be alone in two possibilities: 1) may be I wanted to be alone or 2) the society in here lead me to be alone and the 3rd: both. I have the personality of Aquarius Horoscope which means I am a friendly person. Danish people are at first really warm, active in relationship but there is no 'later on' in the relationship in their society (may be this is an excuse of my brain). And even when I am trying to talk with some girls in a friendly way; I feel that they are keeping distance (may be this is also my brain's trick: I am not sure)..

My problem is that what I explained about my personality is a past in my life right now. For 4 - 5 months I have been only sitting at home, I haven't wanted to get out although most of the time I have felt deeply alone. In the new year time of 2011 I encouraged myself a lot to go out and I enjoyed with some of my friends together. The luck didn't work nice to me and I opened my eyes in the hospital in the first day of this year. Now there are more things added to my psychology like fear of getting out, fear of drinking, people's examining looks on me because of my newly scars on my face (although I am hiding the big one with my hair) and people don't like me,...

I don't know how I can handle this situation of mine.. Would you please help me in the perspective of your experiences and/or your expertise? I only want to be like myself; full of friendships at least.